
Someone once asked me why I get up and run 6 days a week. They just could not understand why someone would want to go out and run let alone at 5:30 am. They could not fathom what could entice me to go out in the rain, snow, cold, heat, or humidity. They figured it could only be one of two things – 1) trying to stay fit and lose weight or 2) simple insanity. As I listened to their questions and thoughts, I realized I really don’t have a simple answer as to why I do it. But, if forced to sum it up in a sentence, I would say that I just love to run. That begs the follow up question…why?
When I started running so many years ago, I did it to get back into shape. Like most people I started to run so that I could reap the benefits that running provided. I knew that running reduced the risk of stroke and heart attacks by strengthening the heart. It also helps lower blood pressure by keeping your arteries elastic. Running also helps to raise your HDL (the good cholesterol) levels and reduces the risk of blood clots. Your lung capacity improves greatly. Running can actually boost your immune system by creating a higher concentration of white blood cells that fight disease. Finally, you can burn an average of 100 calories for every mile you run. All great benefits gained through running. But, not something that would make you love the sport.
It was after several years of running regularly that I began feeling the need to run. I craved the endorphins that would pour through my body after a good run. When I would finish a particularly hard run, I would always feel exhilarated. I was truly experiencing the “runner’s high”. I also found that when I was particularly stressed at work, running provided a release for me. My morning runs gave me the time to think through problems as I ran and come up with solutions without interruption. I found that I was generally much happier on days when I would get in my runs.
It wasn’t until I started training for marathons that I truly began to love running. It became more of a passion at that point. I think the change came when I realized that my time out on the road was my way of actively meditating. I always heard about the benefits of meditation. But, those who know me well know that I have never been able to sit still long enough to be able to meditate in the traditional sense. It wasn’t until I realized that the rhythm of my footsteps and my breathing while out on the road produced a meditative state. When I reached that state, I truly could concentrate and contemplate at the same time. This is not something that I have a chance to do at any other time due to the distractions of my every day life.
When I am out on my runs, I spend time focusing on my breathing. I want to start to feel my feet strike the ground. I want to feel all of the muscles of my legs working. As I continue along, I find that I can feel every breath and heart beat. I concentrate on the world around me and try to take in all of the sights and sounds around me. Once I am centered in that place, I can finally begin to concentrate on those random thoughts that pop into my head. Some of them I dismiss immediately. Others I concentrate on as they can help me live in that moment in time. I am not thinking about the past few days and stress that occurred. I try not to think about what lies out there in the days ahead. I want to be centered and lose the stress of work, family and life in general. When I find that place inside myself (and it doesn’t happen on every run), I can then use my time on the road as my quiet time. It is during these minutes that I think about my life and evaluate what is important to me.
At the end of my run as I do my stretching routine, I slowly come out of the peaceful state I have achieved. I feel very calm and ready to take on any challenge that comes my way. I have found that I benefit from these running meditations. I find that I am more confident and have increased concentration skills and reduced stress level. The inner stillness gives me a feeling of greater emotional equilibrium. Of course this means that I am generally happier and calmer after my runs. My running therefore provides me not only significant health benefits but emotional benefits as well.
Here are my training totals:
June 6 – 10.50 miles (1:37:01, 9:14 pace)
June 7 – 6.10 miles (55:10, 9:02 pace
June 8 – 4.50 miles (38:45, 8:37 pace)
June 10 – 6.10 miles (48:50, 8:00 pace) – Tempo Run
June 11 – 6.20 miles (55:36, 8:58 pace)
June 12 – 10.00 miles (1:28:54 8:53 pace)
June 14 – 6.10 miles (55:51, 9:10 pace) --NOLA
June 15 – 3.10 miles (24:34, 7:56 pace) -- Speedwork, NOLA
June 17 – 6.10 miles (52:07, 8:33 pace)
June 18 – 6.20 miles (57:27, 9:16 pace)
June 19 – 10.10 miles (1:35:02, 9:24 pace)
June 20 – 10.20 miles (1:35:46, 9:23 pace)
June 21 – 6.20 miles (55:29, 9:05 pace)
June 22 – 3.50 miles (27:05, 7:43 pace) -- Speedwork
Total Miles: 94.90 miles
2010 YTD Miles: 823.70 miles